My Dearest one

If heaven falls apart
And lost one angel
It's got to be you..

The most precious thing
Came down to me
It was you..

If the sea have pearls
And earth own diamonds
Then I have you..

If time can running..
And never stops
I'll be running faster..

If people dies
And no one live forever
My love will never die..

If love is here
And God creates a man..
It's got to be you..

If only the angel have a heart
And lost her wings
It's got to be you..

I'll never let him go
Though heaven hates me
I'll never let you go..

TO HAVE YOU BY MY SIDE


i found this from someone blog...and i like the words....biasalah cwe suka banget ma kata2 romantisss najrisss...even ga semua cwe c...huehuehue

orang bilang "MUNAFIK"

tak sengaja membaca postingan seseorang tentang MUNAFIK....enaaaaaakkk banget klo bilang MUNAFIK ma orang....tapi risih ketika kata MUNAFIK terlontar dari seseorang dan itu ditujukan kepada kita...

apakah anda yang berbicara seperti itu tidaklah pernah melakukan sesuatu yang MUNAFIK???

apakah anda sudah sempurna???
sehingga dengan mudahnya mengeluarkan kata MUNAFIK...

tidaklah MUNAFIK jika anda memandang sesuatu dengan sudut pandang negatif padahal anda pun melakukan hal yang sama???

saya sendiri pun MUNAFIK...
ketika saya tidak jujur dengan perasaan saya sendiri..ketika saya dengan mudah menasehati teman saya,,padahal saya sendiri pun belum tentu benar...ketika saya bilang tidak di bibir padahal iya di hati...

jangan lah mengatakan orang lain MUNAFIK tapi melainkan seharusnya kita BERCERMIN terhadap diri kita sendiri...
jaganlah juga baik d depan tetapi buruk d belakang...

jangan pernah dengan mudah mengatakan MUNAFIK...
apakah anda sendiri tidak MUNAFIK sebelum mengatakan hal itu kepada orang lain???

dan gak ada salahnya kadang kita harus selalu BERKACA sebelum kita menilai seseorang...

A Beautiful Prayer

Dear Brothers and Sisters

I asked Allah to take away my habit. Allah said, No. It is not for me to take away, but for you to give it up.

I asked Allah to make my handicapped child whole. Allah said, No. His spirit is whole, his body is only temporary

I asked Allah to grant me patience. Allah said, No. Patience is a byproduct of tribulations; it isn't granted, it is learned.

I asked Allah to give me happiness. Allah said, No. I give you blessings; Happiness is up to you.

I asked Allah to spare me pain. Allah said, No. Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings you closer to me.

I asked Allah to make my spirit grow. Allah said, No. You must grow on your own! , but I will prune you to make you fruitful.

I asked Allah for all things that I might enjoy life. Allah said, No. I will give you life, so that you may enjoy all things.

I ask Allah to help me LOVE others, as much as He loves me. Allah said...Ahhhh, finally you have the idea.

lagi hopeleessss in this moon... (_ _')

moon of june....

awal yang a little not gud...dan lagi hopelesss...bukan maksud tidak mensyukuri...semua yang terjadi baik itu senang..sedih..susah and bahagia...gue selalu berusaha untuk selalu mengucapkan "alhamdulillah"....karena d setiap membuka mata setelah tidur Allah masih memberi kesempatan kita untuk melakukan perubahan dan kebaikan...

so many happen 2 me akhir2 ini...bete, kesel, mumet, feeling lonely, empty..semua jadi satu...
tapi gue bersyukur..amat sangat bersyukur...semua mendukung...my fams..bestfriends..people's that i luv and some1 there.. :)

emang c jawabannya tetep musti sabar and ikhlas....tapi saat sedang menguatkan diri godaanna kuencengggg pisan....dan sekarang c lagi do it tuh...mencoba sabodo amirrr...tokh c amir jg masih bodo.....

bahasana makin amburadulll and ngjelimet....bodo amattttttt...penting gitchu....hahahhahaha

but this quote inspiring me.... ^_^



SO.....SEMANGATTTT....!!!

c tagir yang miss matching ^_^

yupp.....i call her that selain c butet and c godat pastinya...huehuehue tagir yang ganjen yang doyan tebar pesona ma berondong2 yang kaga manis sama sekali...kecuali c twin euyyy... ^_^

pake pelet apa ya ampe tu brondong2 garing nempel kaya perangko ... apa pake pelet yang buat mancing ikan itu...???
and yg bikin gue aneh ... knp tu berondong2 bisa ketipu ma lo ya...???yang pasti gue yakin semua berondong2 yang kejerat lo itu matanya katarak....huehuehue ( piisss yuaaa buat mereka ^^v)

teruuus...c miss matching ini klo pake baju amat fashionable mulai dr kerudung, baju, sendal and accecoriesnya dari mulai gelang, kalung ampe ke payung2...klo salah satu belom ada bakalan di buru tu barang ama dia ampe ke ujung jalan sekalipun... :D

jangan nyangka gue panggil butet karena dia orang batak ya...i call her that because her name is Tety Nurdayati and lebih enak manggil dia ntu butet....dr pd g panggil tet..tet...kaya bunyi bel klo ikutan kelompencapir ajah...padahal mah seumur-umur belom pernah ikutan kaya gituh... ^^

yang paling special dr seorang butet yang tagir ini..."cangkurileung"nya itu lho...tiap abis makan...dimanapun dan kapan pun musti, wajib and kudu ke toilet ( so ga aneh badannya tipis kaya papan penggilesan...lah klo abis makan dikeluarin lagi.... hehehehe )

yang paling ga nahaaaannnn and nyeremiinnn..."godaaatttt"nya itu lho...kalo sifat yg ini terbentuk semenjak bergabung di bawah naungan "SIS"... ampe gue and nilam geleng2, bukan karena sifatnya ini c tapi karena ikut senam pagi di sempur tiap minggu...( waee paaannnn...hkhkhkhk )
sekedar mengingatkan, jangan pernah berurusan or bermasalah ma ni orang..ampe ke ujung berung bakalan terus di uber ma dia...secara dia pernah dikejar2 ma doggy jadi soal lari kenceng dia jagonya....hahahahha ( yang ni mah gue ngarang abiiieeezzzzz ^_^ )

same like nilam sukendra..i knew her when i college in Stiekesboo and saras 008 juga..satu barang yang selalu dibawa2 itu adalah kacamata...apalagi klo nonton di bioskop tu eyeglass musti and wajib dibawa...klo nggak rugi ateuh udah bayar mahal2 tiketnya eh kaga bisa liat tu film, even layarnya mengembang segede alaihim gombreng....

dr awal masuk college, gue ma dia sekelas di semua mata kuliah and lulus bareng pula...and ternyata die kaka kelas gue waktu smp...bogor emang sempit ya...ga aneh c, secara dihuni oleh diriku and nilam yang bohay nan sexsi menawan ini... ^^

Klo nyeritain waktu2 ma dia panjaaaangggggggg pisan....so many beatiful moment spending with her....waktu kuliah...di cibodas...pantai carita...pas seminre terus sidang and then graduate...sooooo many..many..many

yang pasti c miss tagir nan fashionable ini tiap balik gue palak beliin es krim, bakso and ongkosin gue...what a wonderfull life....huehuehue

luv u butet sooooo muuuucccccchhhhh.....^_^

and i called her "Nilam Sukendra"

Pernahkah kamu menemukan seseorang dan mendadak kamu seperti bercermin?? Atau, tiba-tiba setelah berumur 20an kamu menemukan kembaran kamu yang hilang?? Seseorang yang sama dalam menilai kaum lelaki. Sama dalam memilih suatu gaya... Sama dalam suatu permasalahan... Sama dalam mencari kesenangan.... peyempuan yang sangat wanita sekali....luv shopping...luv eating...nah kebiasaan yang terakhir kaga ketulungan tuh...huehuehue

1st time u see her mikirnya...ni cwe jutek amat yuaaa...secara tu muka meni nileeeeppppp terus..c saras 008 ( karena berkacamata) and pas nikah ma c eyang bebek....kalakuan minusnya makiiiiinnnnnn...and mereka bener2 soulmate....rejeeettttt dua-duanya...heheheheh.. But klo udah kenal ni peyempuan....lo bakalan setuju ma ni peribahasa "jangan liat orang dari cashingnya"...

gue ga usah cerita kali ye awal gue kenal ni orang...kepanjangaaannnnn dan itu 10 tahun yang lalu...so many story yang gue alamin ma ni peyempuan...yang pasti beberapa hal yang terjadi ma gue...terkadang dia duluan yg ngalamin...ato nggak saat bersamaan kita alaminya....

Our favourit quote "as long as you are happy i would be happy for you too.." bari jeung getex bilangna oge...secara kita bukan tipe2 orang yang menunjukkan care-nya and loving each othernya dengan kata2....tapi terkadang emang perlu juga rada2 lebaaayyyy...biar rada2 romantisss najriisssss....huehuehue

bareng c nilam....gue bisa ngelakuin apa aja. Dari mulai hang out ditempat mahal ( tapi setelah itu kita ngirit2 bawa bekel dr rumah biar bisa survive ampe sabtu karena ongkos gawe kita keabisan...hahahhaha) sampai tukang mie ayam dipinggir jalan juga di jabanin. Tapi gue aneh ya na, why do people always think, we are always vacation and hang out are expensive ?

Aah, too much fun nilam sukendra. I couldn't explained each of our moments.... Hope there will be another moment. Another time. Another story.....luv u sista ^_^

"Hurt"

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

I knew from the beginning, that there was happy when we're not together.
You made me realize. you taught me.

Thank you for coming,
But I am more grateful you were gone......